ME-as I go through this zany, marvelous, difficult experience called: "LIFE"!

The Heavy Loads We Carry My dear, cherished friends,  I am writing to you from my apt, sitting in my cozy, comforting recliner. I see Life as a gift from God!  I also see Life as a rollercoaster that refuses to stop for me so I could take a long, complicated breath, much less rest for a few moments!  Life is hard!  Life is challenging!  Life is unpredictable!  Life is frightening!  Life seems as if I am playing a game of cards. You are holding 3 of a kind in this Card Game of Life. I bluff and have the other players believe my bluff of have a Full House!  It's seems I am describing my life and how I adapt to how Life can be! Life is painful! This is especially when I am the sickest totally describing when I feel like CRAP, literally! I also feel safe in the coziness of my recliner and in the apt I have been living 2009. I am sick, dear friends!  My blood pressure is super high. My oxygen saturations are lower than my baseline but, not in ...

s I navigate through the mazes in the Healthcare System, I am totally appalled by the high numbers of people who see the sick, people who are older and other people in unfortunate circumstances as disposable.  I am facing, and have been for some time, the wrong doings of the Healthcare System. I notice the lies that are told about me, about unfortunate others who are 1st robbed of their credibility, then their dignity, then their purpose and eventually they are robbed of their humanity. I see how evil dressed in the license of a nurse, a doctor, a medical professional and discover how they are allowed to continue their "Reign of Terror" because "my word means nothing!"  I have gone to the Dept of Public Health, the Dept of Elder Affairs and many more more depts, agencies, law firms and lawyers all hoping someone would listen to me, talk with me, see me and study the proof I have in files. I have been praying, diligently and constantly! I pray a lot and now, at ...