ME-as I go through this zany, marvelous, difficult experience called: "LIFE"!

Peace, My Friends, Shalom! May The Lord Bless You All Many Times Over! For Now May You Live To Realize And Appreciate All Your Blessings! Live To The Fullest! Love Endlesslly! Laugh Like You Will never Stop Laughing and When You Do Go Through Bad Times, Hold On Real Strong, Because Those Bad Times Never Last! Please, Just Hold On. Someone Is Holding On To You At The Other End! You're All In My Prayers!

Peace, My Friends, Shalom! May The Lord Bless You All Many Times Over! For Now May You Live To Realize And Appreciate All Your Blessings! Live To The Fullest! Love Endlesslly! Laugh Like You Will never Stop Laughing and When You Do Go Through Bad Times, Hold On Real Strong, Because Those Bad Times Never Last! Please, Just Hold On. Someone Is Holding On To You At The Other End! You're All In My Prayers!

Right now is the moment. You, me, nobody can ever relive this moment ever again. Use this moment for good. It's very easy to fall out of grace and do harm to people or even to yourself. Don't! Take this moment to tell your family and friends how much you love them and how the world is such a great place with them in the world! Show love for one another. Smile a whole lot! Go out of your way to help someone, even if that someone is a stranger or is someone you don't get along with - Yet! Be a bright light in sometimes a dark world. Let the world know by you that God is Alive and still here in the World! Shalom My Friends!

I've been reflecting on my life a lot lately. I've had a lots and lots of hurts. A lot of people who were supposed to be trustworthy and who I needed to trust betrayed me ant that trust. I cried a lot and , screamed a lot I said "''m sorry" a lot. . I didn't understand the world and mostly did not understand me. I also loved a lot. This misunderstood me has so much to give has so much to give to people, to the world. There is so much in me just exploding in me to get out, so much. I can give love to the world, give laughter, give my heart, give my soul, give myself and lastly give my words. "Forgiveness may not change the past but, it can change the future."

It's amazing that when you have dreams of what you want your life to turn out and then "Poof", Life gets in the way. I may not have the life I dreamed of when I was 20 years old but, now, I've come to the realization that it just wasn't meant to be. I may not be up there in what society considers a va valuable person, but, society guidelines and standards don't make sense to me at all. If I fit society's rules, I know I would really be boring and just like everyone else wants to be, just like everyone else. I don;t understand how being like everyone else is a way of expressing a person's individuality. Never quite got that! I am what I am supposed to be. I am the person that God made me out to be. I don't fit any standards. I don't go by any guidelines. It's hard for me to fit anywhere, anywhere. It gets lonely at times because find it hard for me  to find common ground with people. Many people find me  to be difficult with also.  It'

I've come a long way since I first began I'm no longer an 'also ran' I feel light in my soul and now  I have clearer goals I know 'me' my dark spots my 'crazy' ways I'm heading for better days

Welcome to The World of A Space Cadet Here Physically Lost otherwise I'm a wanderer, a drifter Exploring in my mind Kaleidoscopes of colors and shapes A space full of fantasies And pitless voids Being a physiological being Caged by physical barriers Is really boring I'll stay in my space fantasy Until Someone reaches out to me And Pulls me back With words like "Earth to Ev"         Or"You've drifted again."