EVELYN'S FEELINGS OF GRIEF, PAIN, SADNESS, SORROW AND GRIEF 4-24-2022
I don’t remember feeling so alone, sad, sick and depressed. I am sensing how I’m placed on this Earth to just go through my life, feeling that I can’t depend on most people, especially the ones that could and should be there for me when I really need them. I also feel that with many, love goes only so far. People can love you as long as they have time to love you and/or they don’t have to go out of their way. Yes, at this time in my life I have experiences many losses, people I thought I could not live without, ever. My mother, the most wonderful woman, full of love and spunk, passed away at the end of October. I am still grieving her loss, and the emptiness that was once love, my mother’s love, which had grown and nourished through the years, is now gone and to put it simply, no more. I telephoned my mother at least once a day. I still find myself dialing her number, realizing minutes later, she’s not there. I visited my mother whenever I could. Many times I brough...