Dear Friends,
It's about fighting against the abusers who disguise themselves in white coats use repeated actions consistedly
and intentionally harming, hurting and inflicting pain and traumatizing the ill person(s) whom are in their care!
It's those in Healthcare who use their positions and their authority to commit wrongs to hurt, harm, and inflict any/all forms of abuse on the sickest , the weakest and the people who are unable to fight or fight anymore.
It is in my attempts that I try to stop these destructive actions and to seize everything inside of me to ensure nothing like this happen again to me or to anyone! Those who cannot defend themselves are up against the ultimate abuse, the betrayal to stop and to never happen again, ever!
It's about having those who have done such intentional, traumatizing and destructive harm to be held accountable and to reveal truths of those of power and authority are revealed!
I go in, weak, exhausted , in such devastating pain to fight, fight, despite the wrongs my body carries and battles the wrongs that society owns.
I continue to fight against these, horrors and these painful, destructive wrongs!
I am weak, sick, in pain and I'm tired!
My crys are loud and terrifying
My screams are loud, louder and the loudest! My crys créep up because nothing seems to change! Please, can you listen to me, believe me, care for me and protect from those who choose to hurt me instead of helping me.
I continue my cries and I do what is natural for me, I pray.
My screams become so loud it's as if my screams have up, up, so far up my screams have reached into the
Heavens!
Though I scream and I scream and my screams become louder and louder and more forceful.
Nobody seems to hear me or my screams!Though my pain is quite visible, nobody seems to notice.
Though my cuts are open, and have become deeper and deeper, raw
and bloodier, nobody notices!
These deep, bloody, painful and raw wounds are in me and are "ME"! Though I continue fighting these battles, they possibly could kill me quicker than the medical problems inside of me.
I have to continue fighting to stop, prevent and fight more just hoping and praying I, or nobody will ever be harmed and people, every person, every human being, everyone, despite status, sickness, age, race, everyone who looks different, believed different, lives differently , love in differently as we all can be respectful of each other and, the most important to me "HELP EACH OTHER INSTEAD OF HURTING EACH OTHER!
I think it's called LOVE!
Abuse is inflicting pain, harm, danger and trauma can still be in me and ever everyone who has those dreadful experiences by no fault of any of us, all our lives!
Suffering any form of trauma, especially when you are sick, vulnerable alone at the hands of any/all healthcare professionals is not only abuse it is also a betrayal!Experiening first hand forms of abuse causes lots of the "stuff" in me to pop up unexpectedly in all kinds of situations and in different ways.
If I can say anything please help me, don't hurt me, treat me with respect, dignity! Honor my credibility, don't question it!
I fight because I have seen it happen!
I know it happens!
I am a witness to it happening!
Of what happened: 1) Wrongs 2) Abuse, 3)Neglect, 4) Mistreatment
And what happened continues to happen!
I have tried to get help from 1)Agencies who serve the needs of senior citizens
2) Advocacy programs,
3) Some State programs 4) Disability law programs.
And What Continues To Happen
1) Not being believed
2) They cannot Involve themselves in these types of disputes
3) No Interest
4) Do not have the resources 5) Do not have the time
6) Do not have the funding
7) Not interested in taking my case
The programs and affecting Senior Citizens, that are working with Senior Citizens, and help Senior Citizens
do not want to involve themselves in these types of disputes.
It's confusing, concerning and alarming the high number of people who believe their lies, while the truth is stolen from me!
I somehow go still with the difficult words I speak display trauma , pain, being harmed, hurt, betrayed and stolen by persons that should have been in my best interest.
Instead they hurt me, they harmed and they stole from me , from the being in me more than I can afford to lose!
While, I, speak truth of these horrors that I have endured and continue to live through those persons, (those abusers) who because they wear the white coats of professionalism, these humans remain from accountability. And because they are believed without question all of you who chose to believe those lies, the fragrant and despicable lies of those choosing to hurt, harm, cause me such pain and hardship thm with your choice to believe the person(s), you also gave them the permission to carry their mission of causing harm and other atrocious actions upon those sick, vulnerable and alone.
The weakest, sickest, the most vulnerable are their prey!
The fragrance and attractiveness of their lies is more appealing that its easier and less to be believed by so many!
This is why, I, Evelyn Pinto, crying, sick and how it has taken so much of me, I still continue on! I am screaming out louder than I possibly can, speaking the truth loudly, with with the power, the relentless,
the strength and courage in me that I don't have testifying that it did happen, it does happen and will continue to happen unless measures and rules be put in place to ensure, I, Evelyn, will be protected and to always endure people who are sick
these horrors that happen to me and those souls, the weakest and the sickest.
It is I, Evelyn Pinto, crying, hoping and praying for the truth I have been speaking all along and not believed by so many, the horrors done to me,
told of me, the falsehoods to me and about me and I, Evelyn, am forced not only to live with abusive trauma and also the pain, rejection and all of the added betrayal of not being believed!
I, Evelyn, sit here in my recliner too weak, too sick and too tired too fight alone, battling not only what happened but, also, those who hide behind the their position of power and authority as they sit comfortably and remain free from accountability as their credibility intact.
And here I sit while my character has been asassinated and my credibility was stolen and been autopsied!
What was also ripped from me was the bring inside of me.
And that, my dear friends, is more than I can afford to lose!
These battles may kill me faster than my illnesses but, something deep, deeper inside of me cannot put down this fight!
Why?
Love always,
Evelyn (Pinto)
* I do not mean all of Healthcare and all Healthcare workers do badly, the majority of people who work in Healthcare do exceptionally!
I have met countless doctors, nurses, medical assistants, healthcare assistants, healthcare aides, social workers and numerous others who work in the Healthcare who do a superb job! Many of these humans wonders go above and beyond to help others, especially their patients.
I have been blessed by many of these healthcare angels!
I want to thank all of them and express my gratitude and appreciation for all they do, especially for me!
At the same time there are others who work in Healthcare who jeopardize the health, wellbeing and inflict pain, hurt, trauma and suffer while they harm the the person(s) under their care physically, medically, socially, spiritualy and emotionally by their destructive, distressing and questionably illegal actions!
And, that, my dear friends, is who I am talking about and is the reason why I need to write this article and post it!
Thank you!
Evelyn (Pinto)
November 11/2024
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