THE HEAVY LOADS WE CARRY 2-3-2026


 My dear, cherished friends, 

I am writing to you from inside my apt, sitting in the comfort of my cozy recliner.

I see Life as a gift from God! 

I also see Life as a rollercoaster that refuses to stop for me to take a long, complicated breath, much less rest for a few moments! 

Life is hard! 

Life is challenging! 

Life is unpredictable! 

Life is frightening! 

Life seems as if I am playing a game of cards.

You are holding 3 of a kind in this Card Game of Life.

I bluff and have the other players believe the bluff of having a Full House! 

It's seems I am describing Life, my life in the ways I understand Life is! 

I feel like CRAP!

I also feel safe in the coziness of my recliner and in the apt I have been living 2009.

I am sick, dear friends! 

My blood pressure is super high. My oxygen saturations are lower than my baseline but, not in the critical numbers. 

I have a slight fever which is not critical at this time.

It's been about a week, maybe longer of not feeling okay. 

I recently was struck with pneumonia.

I finished the regimen of 2 antibiotics.

The side effects of those antibiotics painfully turned my stomach inside out!

As of now, I was diagnosed with a sinus infection and was prescribed another antibiotic which I am still taking!

I have been living in "POOP CITY!" 

Diarrhea, vomiting, weak and exhausted!

I have been sleeping more, much more!

At times, my eyes just close and the necessity to sleep is overwhelming!

Yes, dear friends, this morning I totally, I feel like crap, totally!

It is now, on this moment, I fix my gaze into the Heavens!

At the Throne of Mercy, I lay down my heavy, overwhelming, tired, tattered, wripped, torn, shattered, devastating load!

I pray and I pray and I pray!

I pray this for my friends, my family, church family and for all of you:

My loving friends, my family, my church family and for all of you, all of us who carry Iowds far too heavy for us to bear, I pray that the enormous weight of these massive, astounding loads be lifted!

I pray for peace, lasting peace!

I pray for wisdom, realization, kindness and charity to flow through the veins of all! 

Please join me in diligent, heart fill prayers for the sick, the lost, the angry, the lonely, the alone, the foreigner, the persons who feel alone, the caretakers, those persons in the relentliss work of caring for people, adults and children who need help!

Please pray for my church family, my pastor and all those who have boldly sacrificed to save souls!

Dear, Cherished Friends, Let Us Fixate Our Gaze Upward Into The Heavens, Reaching The Magnificence and The Glory of Our Lord and Let's Pray For Each Other

Dear family, friends, church family, caretakers, the people who are the medical profession and for all of us who carry losds too, too heavy to carry and go on, I pray at this very moment, let all humbly and without hesitation, leave our massive, heavy loads at the Throne of Grace!

Love, 🙏 prayers, gracious gratitude and all that good stuff,

❤️

 Evelyn (Pinto)

February, My dear, cherished friends, 

I am writing to you from inside my apt, sitting in the comfort of my cozy recliner.

I see Life as a gift from God! 

I also see Life as a rollercoaster that refuses to stop for me to take a long, complicated  breath, much less rest for a few moments! 

Life is hard! 

Life is challenging! 

Life is unpredictable! 

Life is frightening! 

Life seems as if I am playing a game of cards.

You are holding 3 of a kind in this Card Game of Life.

I bluff and have  the other players believe the bluff of having a Full House! 

It's seems I am describing Life, my life in the ways I understand Life is! 

I feel like CRAP!

I also feel safe in the coziness of my recliner and in the apt I have been living 2009.

I am sick, dear friends! 

My blood pressure is super high. My oxygen saturations are lower than my baseline but, not in the critical numbers. 

I have a slight fever which is not critical at this time.

It's been about a week, maybe longer of not feeling okay. 

I recently was struck with pneumonia.

I finished the regimen of 2 antibiotics.

The side effects of those antibiotics painfully turned my stomach inside out!

As of now, I was diagnosed with a sinus infection and was prescribed another antibiotic which I am still taking!

I have been living in "POOP CITY!" 

Diarrhea, vomiting, weak and exhausted!

I have been sleeping more, much more!

At times, my eyes just close and the necessity  to sleep is overwhelming!

Yes, dear friends, this morning I totally, I feel like crap, totally!

It is now, on this moment, I fix my gaze into the Heavens!

At the Throne of Mercy, I lay  down my heavy, overwhelming, tired, tattered, wripped, torn, shattered, devastating load!

I pray and I pray and I pray!

I pray this for my friends, my family, church family and for all of you:

My loving friends, my family, my church family and for all of you, all of us who carry Iowds far too heavy for us to bear, I pray that the enormous weight of these massive,  astounding loads be lifted!

I pray for peace, lasting peace!

I pray for wisdom, realization, kindness and charity to flow through the veins of all! 

Please join me in diligent, heart fill prayers for the sick, the lost, the angry, the lonely, the alone, the foreigner, the persons who feel alone, the caretakers, those persons in the relentliss work of caring for people, adults and children who need help!

Please pray for my church family, my pastor and all those who have boldly sacrificed to save souls!

Dear, Cherished Friends, Let Us Fixate Our Gaze Upward  Into The Heavens,   Reaching The Magnificence and The Glory of Our Lord and Let's Pray For Each Other

Dearborn family, friends, church family, caretakers, the people who are the medical profession and for all of us who carry losds too, too heavy to carry and go on, I pray at this very moment, let all humbly and without hesitation, leave our massive, heavy loads at the Throne of Grace!

Love, 🙏 prayers, gracious gratitude and all that good stuff,

❤️ Evelyn (Pinto)

February, 2026






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