ME-as I go through this zany, marvelous, difficult experience called: "LIFE"!

It's cold inside! It must be super-freezing outside!                GOSH, IT'S COLD OUTSIDE! My friends, who had to be outside and suffer through the freezing, super cold and snow-ridden weather, you are all in my prayers. I, not brave enough to bare the elements and trudge outside took these pictures through my apt window and through windows in the building I live in! GOSH, IT'S COLD OUTSIDE!                         Evelyn Pinto                         January 31, 2015

Yesterday, again, I bared the elements and bravely walked outside,  being an outdoor person, loved the fresh air and the sunshine! WOW! The sun-vitamin D express! I do love being outside in the nature of God's creation.                                        Evelyn Pinto                                        January 30, 2015                  

MEDICINE: An Educated Guess! The more specialized the doctor is, the more educated the guess is . The patient is in trouble when the doctor is under the delusion that he knows everything about the problem causing the patient’s sickness. The patient is in even more trouble when the doctor is convinced that he knows more about the patient,  than the patient does about himself or herself!.. Don't Walk - RUN away from a doctor who knows EVERYTHING!  That's a dangerous person   because as we all know  that no one but,  God knows ALL  the answers. The doctor is delusional, narcissistic  or something. In other words, he has  problems. Coming into medicine with a problem, we certainly don't need the doctor's. Oh we, patients  when dealing with many doctors, need more than medicine –We need prayers. This is especially true when at the mercy  of some doctors  (especially emergency room doctors) who push for the quickest and strongest tre...

                                          The Blizzard of 2015 I bared the elements and went out for a few moments in this blizzard. I began to feel the cold and I trekked back indoors. Folks, I took a few pictures! Venture On:

I am home from the hospital. Though the medical units in the hospital I go for care is excellent, this is not the case of the psychiatric unit. In trauma, some of the staff thought nothing of of breaking patient confidentiality and ignoring the rights of myself, as a patient. Their bad behavior, wheeling me around in the wheelchair angrily, without my knowledge or permission, scared me even more in my fragile state. I fought to defend myself. When I tell someone, several time s to leave me alone please (this nurse was really scaring me) and she continues to enforce the rules over and over again, it is going to get a bad reaction from me (or anyone for the matter). Though some of the staff were really good to me, the people who wrote in my discharge summary, put their very distorted view of what they did wrong, as of they did right. I would like to say to those staff members, no matter how much you say the wrong is right and no matter how much you blame your bad behavior on the patient,...

                                                                                                             THE PROMISE Seven o’clock that night, I made a promise to myself and to God, that no matter how bad things got for me (and it has gotten really bad at times), I would never end my life. It happened so fast. In a place of protection. (It was a false protection). I heard Julia jump out the window. I saw HOPE fly out the window as well. I saw people, people who always knew what to do, did not know that night. We were all in Frantic City. I looked out that window. I saw Julia, laying on the ground, 4 stories down, drenched in her own blood. I saw Death visit and just walk away. I cried fo...

Well, everyone, things are starting to make sense!  Why?  I realize that Life Does Not Make Sense!  To tell you the truth, I don't know if Life ever, ever did make sense! I know God makes total sense and He is definitely in control of everything! Yes, everyone, I getting back to normal or maybe just getting back to ME, the person I am! There's HOPE In The Air! Love,              Evelyn Pinto             January 24, 2015