ME-as I go through this zany, marvelous, difficult experience called: "LIFE"!

 I would like to praise God  for all the people He's put into my life.  I have my family to love and be loved.  I have friends to share love.  I have a hospital to go to when I am sick. I have the care of qualified, compassionate doctors curing me of diseases invading my body.  I have the care of nurses, cna'a's, respiratory therapists helping me to breathe better.  I have delicious food on a tray made by the food service in the hospital.  I have spiritual support from the Pastoral Care Dept at the hospital. I have all these people helping me to be as comfortable as I can be.. I have all this and more. God is so good to me.  Praise God.

All these nights , they've shown  to this long table where she now lays And bit by bit Seeing through the x-rays They left the anesthesia out of the procedure ad her the supply of novocaine is down tonight She's in there and trying to awake But she's sinking more and more into the table and out of view Then A door opens

   Yesterday, on the stairs I met a man who wasn't there He wasn't there again today Gee, I wish he'd go away!

ME-As I go through this zany, marvelous, difficult experience called "Life"!: It rained all night. It was still raining this mo... : It rained all night. It was still raining this morning. I slept on the couch with the living room windows open. I slept in peace. I lov...

Living with chronic physical medical conditions, I am in the hospital a lot. I am a patient in the hospital now. I can think I'm stuck in a room with very few visitors and lousy television. I can concentrate on how lonely, homesick and scared I feel. That's not Me!      I use this opportunity to connect with some wonderful, amazing people who are helping me to get and feel better. I can talk with and get to know these really great people who have a busy, stressful job helping me.     This job is where they use not only their knowledge, expertise and experience but they were blessed with patience, endurance, strength and all other traits in them necessary to carry out their jobs helping me and others feel better. What amazing is they love their jobs (well, most of the time).      I have given a gift of letting people into my life and  and giving them all a part of me. I also take a part of each and every one of these real, amazing people an...

I'm still in the hospital . It's hard being in the hospital, especially when you have to come in the hospital a lot. It's familiar but gets harder to cope each time. I thank God for the compassionate, kind, very qualified, super people caring for me. I thank God, also for all the many people supporting me through this. I'd be so grateful if people would give me ideas of things to do to relieve a condition called 'boredom' I don't care for for tv much. Any ideas anyone?

It's early morning and I am still a patient in the hospital. A lot of things are scary here. Not having the control of your lie especially not being able to goo off the floor is scary. My freedom of going where I want when I want is put on hold for awhile. The biggie is not knowing what is going on in your body. Even bigger, the doctors don't know for sure. I know people are here to help me get back to my life. I just wish they would view me and my ides of what's going on with me more seriously. I wish they would realize that their patient knows their (my) body a lot better than they do.Doctors know illnesses, medications, treatments,etc...I know me-my boy-my mind . I know what works and doesn't work. Don't get me wrong, I am compilable  to treatment but, I still want (demand) to be the most vital part of the treatment team.!                                             ...

I don't feel well today. I asked my Boss Super Hero  if He could make me feel better. I asked Him to promise To be with me and never, ever leave me 'cos I don't feel well this morning. I also asked him to help my family, my friends, my church. Today I'm going to a place where Super Heroes get fixed.This place is big and and there are many other good Super Heroes, like me. who need to get fixed and feel better. There are also kind Super Heroes who have the magic to help drive out the super villains who invade the bodies of us Super Heroes. The Super Heroes who hold this magic have been trained in a very secret society to use this magic for good. These Super Heroes who administer magic to a vow under The Boss Super Hero to use this magic for good. These Super Heroes will give me lots of magic and they will be with me 'til the super villains in my body are driven out. It's a long and painful procedure that takes a lot of time. There will be lots of kind Super He...

   I love Life, this life that God has given me. I love sunsets and sunrises and the rain. I love looking at something blank and seeing wonderful colors. I love to act zany with the trusting nature that all is good.   Today my body hurts. Something bad has invaded my body that has caused me to feel lots of pain. My chest is also very heavy and it feels like it's  plugged up.   I guess it's time to turn into a Super Hero and  send a communication (express) to The Boss Super Hero and ask Hum to drive out these super villains that have invaded my body. I always go to The Boss Super Hero "cos He's my friend and in charge of me and all the other Super Heroes. He's in charge, My Boss Super Hero, of everything and can do anything.Today I'm going to be brave and do magic machine that helps me feel less plugged up and swallow  those magic potions and ask My Boss to strike a zing into these to make this magic 100% more powerful. I'm going to feel better soon. ...

I' have a stomach, virus or something that is attacking my body. I am living now with more intense pain at times more pain than the chronic pain I live with. Please, if you could, say a quick prayer for me, people who are sick now and /or living with chronic health conditions, people who are living with permanent health conditions (physical and emotional) Please pray for people in hospitals, nursing homes, and all places where people are getting care. whether be in their home or facility, hospital, etc.. Please could you also pray for the people who are caring for all of us. Thank you.a lot of people, I know will greatly appreciate your prayers.*

It rained all night. It was still raining this morning. I slept on the couch with the living room windows open. I slept in peace. I love the smell of the rain. I love the sound of the rain. It was as if, to me, God was cleansing the world of the evil that penetrated our safety, our lives, our homes, our town and our country. It's raining and it's going to be a good day! "Let us rejoice in the day that The Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad"!

I'm too busy living. I(though I know I am going to die someday). Everyone will someday die. I am going to live today and be today while I have today. I am going to love people, especially my loved ones, while they are still here. I am going to cherish the time I have with my loved ones, people I am closed to and everyone while I now, while I still have that chance.. I am going to love them, and say i"I love you" often., . I may never get that chance again! Live, Love, Laugh a whole lot today!

I'm too busy living. I(though I know I am going to die someday). Everyone will someday die. I am going to live today and be today while I have today. I am going to love people, especially my loved ones, while they are still here. I am going to cherish the time I have with my loved ones, people I am closed to and everyone while I now, while I still have that chance.. I am going to love them, and say i"I love you" often., . I may never get that chance again! Live, Love, Laugh a whole lot today!

At a different road in my life these words uttered from me in a troubled time in my life: "I'll stick with my fantasies until reality has something better to offer". Now, in this point of my life, instead of meeting reality for what it is, I've created a 'safe place' for me. When reality does get too much, I have my 'safe place' to fall back on. Right now on April 19, 2013, I have to close the door on reality for awhile. I have to go to my 'safe place' today-now.. Right now, being a Super Hero, there are villains to fight and wrongs to make right. Being the good  Super Hero that I am, I have to make things  right. I have to fight to make good win out and you know being a  good Super Hero I always fight and win the fight of good beating evil. Today, I'll fly through the skies and check on the world  and see if there evil super villains  that need to be fought, crushed and taken out of the world so no more evil can ever, ever come to the w...

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Dear God, evil has invaded my home, my country. I hold my hands out to You, Lord, praying not to feel scared, unsafe, insecure tonight. As I my hands go so high, I feel they reach Heaven. I don't need to tell God how big this evil is which invaded me, my home my country is.I have to tell Everyone my God is Bigger and His Goodness Will Prevail! God will shine through and overcome what evil happened today. Praise The Lord!

People who stay in the the role of a teacher forget what it's like to be the student and learn from others,, especially their students. They miss out on much knowledge and the awe of seeing their student go on and reach the stars because they will always look to teach them and not to learn from them. .They miss out seeing the oak tree in the acorn.

I watch the news and start being depressed and how the news media portrays the world I listen to people around me where i eat a meal and see the bad side of people and at times act very badly. . It's easy to get into this negative frame of mind in which what you see and what you watch on the news becomes the reality of what life is. Friends, Life is not all that. That part of life is such a miniscule part of Life. Friends, Life is the child who is so innocent and trusting that she doesn't hold back in giving you all her love. Life is the person who slips you a ten dollar bill when you're out of coffee. Life is my mom letting me stay the night when I, being an adult for a long time, decide to run away from home to her.. Life is sunrises and sunsets. Life is Love. Life is God! Life is having faith that God taking care of me and everything! Life is good and God is good! God is good all the time!

Good Morning Friends. Crap, it's kind of necessary that I act like an adult, make adult decisions, face situations like an adult, really act like an adult. I just want to live in the moment. I want to enjoy this moment, live this moment like it will last forever. I want to live life looking at the good, see the sun rise and dream my dreams and laugh at zany stuff and sing my heart out ( though I really can't carry a tune ). . I want to get in on the conversations of birds and truly love the life God gave me. I don't want to face adult stuff today. Being an adult is so, so overrated. It really craps at times. Well, it morning and I guess I have to be an adult for awhile and think about serious stuff. Being an adult, facing the world as an adult would really, really craps at times. I guess I have to - why - society protocol. Who sets these guidelines between being normal and being what society calls ( I absolutely Don't agree ) emotionally somethin...

Nat a great day today but tomorrow's a new day, a new beginning to start over. Could everyone spare a moment to say a prayer in your own way for me and everyone having a hard time, I would really be grateful and everyone else you prayed for to I think would be grateful. Thanks.

If I could be a Super Hero I would fly and fight the really bad villain called 'being sick' and you know Super Heroes always win against bad. Then I would fly through the skies all the way up to heaven, where God is, and thank God for my life and all the many blessings that He's given me. Everyone knows that God is the most powerful and best Super Hero ever. He's in control of all the other Super Heroes and all of Everything! I'm so glad to be a Super Hero!

I'm hiding from the world today. It's my day off to do whatever I want (or wherever my mind will take me). Today, I'm going to be a Super Hero and fly around for awhile until I can find what I'm looking for. This becomes a problem because I can't figure out what I'm looking for. I'm determined to find it though or maybe just have fun flying! I'm hiding from the world today. It's my day off to do whatever I want (or wherever my mind will take me). Today, I'm going to be a Super Hero and fly around for awhile until I can find what I'm looking for. This becomes a problem because I can't figure out what I'm looking for. I'm determined to find it though or maybe just have fun flying!

I realize that me, not fitting into any so called group, norm or any guidelines is not a bad thing, lonely at times, but kind of comforting. It's freeing and like I can fly. Though limited physically I have a mind that knows no barriers. I feel I can accomplish anything with my words guided by my imagination. God has set me free. I can,now, fly!

Greetings and Salutations,        I got up this morning and began to realize the wonder of this day, this life, this moment that God has given me. I didn't( and could never) do enough to earn this day and to earn  this day. All I can do today is to live this day the very best I can. Today I ask God to walk with me because these days lately have been somewhat difficult. Issues I have to face I will face today. The very many people I love, I will love. People that need me, I will give them my service(s). People who need a kind word, I will say to them a kiind word. People who need to be lifted up, I will kneel down and lift up. I expect there will be conflicts and difficulties in people. This usually , I avoid. Maybe they, people who's behavior I find troublesome and/or who's reactions to me hurt me. Do these people just need something I can give?  Life is gotton difficult   now!  That settles it: Today I Will Be A Super Hero!

As a person living with disabilities, I notice that some people think people should not be a part of society. I see this and it happens much too often. I'm grateful yo this young man and many others, including those who live with disabilities, who persevere and fight so people who cannot speak up for themselves and who live with disabilities can live and have the rights everyone should have. . We All make up this world, not just a certain group of people living in society. We all should have the basic human rights as people. Sadly, we have a long way to go until discrimination will no longer have a place in this society and in the world. I'm going to fight until either discrimination is gone or until I can no longer fight. A waiter in Houston put his job on the line and is receiving praise after he told a table he was unwilling to serve them. The waiter, Michael Garcia, was waiting on a family of regulars who have a 5-yr old child (Milo) with dow...

ME-As I go through this zany, marvelous, difficult experience called "Life"!: I have joy when I have an appreciation for life th... : I have joy when I have an appreciation for life that makes like the child I once was or maybe  and still be that child. I am that child, jus...

I have joy when I have an appreciation for life that makes like the child I once was or maybe  and still be that child. I am that child, just grown up with a lot more knowledge. I have the knowledge of the adult-me and the emotions of the child-me. There is one thing I will never give up at the expense of being a full grown-up adult, my imagination. When life gets really, really difficult for me I attack the problem-conflict -condition like I'm a Super Hero.! I am that Super Hero flying around using my supernatural powers to attack the medical conditions attacking my body. It's a tiring process but, the medicines  going through the IV's are really super potions invented by good magic and good magic always wins and it will always make me well. Then my wheelchair wheels become wings as I soar through the air traveling through different realms and universes. It's an amazing feeling, knowing you can fly anywhere, amazing!  This life of being a Super Hero makes me invincibl...

Today it's hard for me to be positive. There  is so  much pain in my life, pain in me and pain in the lives of people I love. I am searching for that joy I used to have, the childlike appreciation I had for life. Most of all I want that innocence back. I used to trust everyone who said they were there for me, everyone who who said they would help me. I used to believe everyone who said "this" would help me. I had that innocence, that delusion that everyone was good. I want to believe that so much. I want good in my life. Even in my pain, I want good to prevail. I want to always bring out that good in everyone/everything. I don/t want to see bad anymore. I don't want people to hurt me. I don't want to hurt.

I read this:"Don't be afraid of anything new. Remember Amateurs built the Ark. Professionals built the Titantic". I may live with disabilities and don't have a professional background but I do observe everything going on around me. Those that think I can't do anything (and some actually think I'm a  useless person in society. This talk does not bother me because it shows their ignorance. I said that I was tired to a person working for a friend. Her response was "What have you got to be tired from"? I was bothered at that statement from her as I havan't got the right or shouldn't be tired. I really don't like when people make judgements like that without knowing my circumstances and I do have a right and I do get tired.People make judgements when they look at me, look at the wheelchair, se the sickness and pain I go through, and some think I don't have a brain in my head. I wish people would look past the obvious, look past the disabil...

Today is a  good day! Despite the difficulties that many of us all encountered today, today is a good day. I had to go to the hospital for an appointment and my transportation arrived later than they told me. I had time to enjoy 2 cups of coffee, to talk with friends and even friends that I had never met before. I had the time to be outside and be among God's creation, marveling at the cloud filled sky and  feeling a bit of Spring as I unzipped my jacket. I had time to be amongst different people, to look at everything and to be content. I felt joy today and a childlike appreciation for life. Today, for a while, I had no cares no problems, no conflicts. Today I realized how blessed I am. Today I felt joy. I want this to last forever!

World-Here I Am! To be yourself in a worl that is constantly trying to make tou into somebody else is the greatest achievement! I am my own person. I am (metaphorically speaking not only outside the lines and outside the box I am so far from the box it's hard to connect with the human race. I'm still here a part of this world and I am doing great!